Microwave and Emotions from Hell

Well we gave up the idea to wait till pay day till we get the microwave. Just can't do without. Funny how you get attached to those crazy things. So, CHARGE IT, and about it later. Actually found one just as big and $50 dollars cheaper. Later in the shopping trip Brandon had a fit because I would buy him a shirt he wanted. I know what your thinking, I should have just bought him the shirt. If I had it would have just made it worst the next time. I had told him we needed long sleeve shirts and he found a short sleeve with some figure on it with a toy. I just think he wanted the toy. I saw some long sleeve with other figures but he wouldn't change his mind and didn't get either. Big fit, fists, tears, but would talk to me. He later fell asleep in the car and then it was over.

He wasn't the only one having problems with emotions. Later that night my emotions started to go nuts again. It started with a movie. Sort of made me want to cry. OK not to bad. Well then I said I was going to be and asked Arion to kiss me good night. I try this all the time, but you know, he's big now and kissing your mom is not cool. He usually just turns his cheek so I can kiss his cheek or gives me a quick kiss on the cheek. Last night he kissed me on the mouth. Not sure if he meant to. Well that started it. I started to have tears run down my face. He's such a good kid. I have three great kids. Yeah for the next ten minutes I just sat in my bed with tear and couldn't stop. Jim probably thought I was crazy. He just doesn't understand this menopause stuff very well.



By the way. The pose the boys are in is just another thing Arion has taught Brandon. Cute except it's hard to get anything but this pose when they are together.